Confessions From A Real Cuckold Husband

38 min readSep 28, 2020

The following is an article from a real life cuckold husband married to a hotwife. This confession gives amazing insight into the hotwife lifestyle and the different experiences.

Yes, I’m a CUCKOLD, and without a doubt, my wife is a hot, super sexy, sexually confident and bonafide HOTWIFE that know’s what she wants and needs sexually and with my urging, approval and support, proudly is the slut I so want her to be. The girl loves cock and loves to fuck, I’m a lucky man because I’m getting EXACTLY what I want, need and crave and I feel so lucky she went along with this. I knew her, I knew she would like this lifestyle and I knew it would be a hell of a lot of fun for both of us and it is! I’m a very, very happy and pleased husband! Even before this I was, but this just goes to show how far we are both willing to go to make sure we both are totally satisfied!

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I love Mrs. X with all of my heart, soul and being!

To try and explain and answer all the hotwife/cuckold questions and what ticks inside the mind of a man like me and what it is like having a sexually open wife who not only seeks sex with other men per our agreement, mutual consent and approval but a hotwife that also really enjoys this lifestyle and is thriving well with it. I love having a wife that gets into having sex with a variety of other men and enjoys it as much as I enjoy her doing it. I love having a wife open to my sexual perversions and kinks, gets me totally and what I like and wasn’t afraid to give it a try. I love having a wife that is open to my bisexuality and explores and experiences that with me and accepts that yes, I love pussy and it’s my main preference but I also enjoy cock. She has her freedom to enjoy all the cock she want’s within the confines of a long term, secure, loving and totally trusting relationship. A relationship where she agreed going in she would do this for ME, admitting she would probably like it, but she let me know up front she wouldn’t enjoy seeing me or knowing I had been with other women and if that was going to be a problem, then she had no problem remaining totally monogamous with me.

That is our agreement and that is how we got to where we are and what we stick by. Sure I have thought about what it would be like to have sex with other women, as a sexual being I think all hetero and bisexual men think about that all the time when they see attractive women but the sexual drive for me, what really excites the hell out of me and sends me into super hyper arousal, sensitivity, horniness and desire is Mrs. X being a very naughty wife and cuckolding me. I will try and explain just what all it is that excites, arouses, drives me mad and has made this lifestyle we chose together so highly addictive to me!

I enjoy everything about this hotwife lifestyle and the big reason is because I trust my wife 100%. Saying that, I do have preferences and some, depending on my mood can change in order but 2 things always remain at the top and then the order after that can change depending on the day and our mood.

So here is a list of things that make this hotwife lifestyle so addictive for me, as mentioned, the first two are always at the top, 3 and on can change but all are extremely arousing and drive me mad like nothing else!

Without a doubt, my favorite way now to eat her pussy now-no question and the messier the better. She will tell you, I’m very oral and have always loved eating her pussy but when I got my first taste of a real creampie after watching her being fucked and fucking back and moaning, cussing and cumming with another man, I was hooked! What is it about the creampie? Well, for one thing, you know she has for sure been fucked by another man. When you see her pussy that first time- swollen and engorged, still sensitive and wanting more, wet and dripping cum and then when you move between her legs and before you get to her pussy, you can smell the sex, his cum and it hits you and you know 100% for sure, even if you watched, your wife was fucked hard by another man, no condom, bareback as you fuck her and he came in her married pussy.

That swirling in your head, along with seeing her pussy already in a highly sexual state, her little pussy still aroused and quivering, her lips engorged and her clit twice the size of normal, then the smell of cum and knowing what you are fixing to be tasting and then, the taste. Her pussy has never tasted better but maybe it’s because all of the other things leading up to me running my tongue all up and down on it have me so worked up, I just can’t get enough. I devour her pussy in this state, I lick and lap and suck it for all I’m worth and love every second of it.

She also seems to get more out of it too, still being worked up and sensitive from just having another man’s big cock in her married pussy and letting me know all about that and how big it was while I’m cleaning it up! She almost always cums so hard she squirts, several times and just floods everywhere, it’s so hot and it’s something I will have a hard time living without from now on and I have a hard time getting my fill because I want her creampies all the time now, it’s a strong craving/desire and I can’t get enough!

For me, it’s just my preference. I love watching her making out with her black bull, standing together holding each other, kissing, her arms around his neck, him grabbing her ass and playing with her pussy. Watching her undress him, watching her bite her bottom lip and look at me like the little slut she is while she pulls out his big cock and lets out a moan as she strokes it.

Teasing me about how big his cock is, yes I like that! I love seeing her little white hand wrapped around his cock while she is on her knees, looking up at him and over at me as she strokes it slowly, her big diamond wedding ring glimmering as it moves back and forth down his cock. Seeing her look at me again with that look that says, fuck it, I so want this and closing her eyes and swallowing down his cock while he moans. Having me come down and watch closely as she sucks his cock, licks and sucks each ball into her mouth then puts an arm around my neck while the other pumps his cock and gives me a big, messy kiss while pulling me towards his cock and pushing the back of my head down on it while she keeps doing this as she stands and kisses him again before grabbing my head, pulling it off his cock and leading him to the bedroom by his cock letting us know she needs his big cock in her pussy now.

I love kissing her as he eats her pussy as she grinds on his face and moans in my mouth as I try to kiss her. I love how she will say, Fuck It, get up here and give me your cock, honey, help him get it in, I need to be fucked. He will let me hold and stroke his cock a bit, then let me guide it into her pussy. I love watching his black cock disappear into her pink, wet pussy and seeing so much cock slide all the way into her to his balls and realizing she is filled way deeper than I can fill her, that turns me on. I love watching her get into it, loosing her mind and fucking him back like a mad woman, screaming, cussing, letting us both know how good that cock feels buried deep inside her.

All of this eventually leads up to #1 (Creampies) above, a fresh creampie and if I’m lucky, he will give it to her while fucking her doggy style and I’m laying under them sucking on her clit, licking his cock and balls and doing anything else she tells me to do! I love watching his muscles contract behind his balls when he is cumming, knowing he is pumping his cum in my wife’s pussy when I see that. Usually, he will pull it out real slow after he finishes and feed me his cock to clean before moving out of the way and letting me get my most favorite of treats! This is good with any bull, white or black, but a black bull for me, is the ultimate best! Looking at most other website’s on cuckolding/hotwifing, it seems to be a pretty common theme. I think it’s the visual of it all that add’s to the appeal.

Seeing her white hands wrapped around a black cock, seeing his black hands on her white ass as he pumps her hard doggy style, seeing his black cock ramming inside her pink pussy, it all looks so delicious, I love it and it’s in a way as good or better than me having sex. It’s very satisfying for me to watch her getting off like this, sometimes I just love to watch and remain locked up even if I participate in clean up duty, etc., I don’t always have to cum, I’m just satisfied knowing she had fun and pleasure and look forward to a continued build up whenever she decides she wants me to cum. The like to watch and the voyueristic side of me prefers to see the constant of skin color and the naughtier taboo of Mrs. X enjoying a good interracial fuck with a BBC that is much longer than me. That’s what turns me on over the top!

Wow, what a game changer and enhancer to the hotwife lifestyle. I gave it a try, not only was chastity my ideal, this whole lifestyle and getting into it was. I will admit right now, like every other man on earth, I had a chronic masturbation issue. No matter how much sex Mrs. X and I had, I still jacked off excessively. Hell, it feels goo and from the first time I ever came in my own hand, I have jacked off and jacked of hundreds of thousands of times. I think part of the thing that initially turned me on about chastity was that all of that would be eliminated. I knew that when I went a couple days or so without jacking off, my arousal, the physical pleasure and the orgasms where better, the longer it builds up, the longer I stay in an aroused state without being allowed to cum, the hornier and more full of energy I get.

The addiction to jack off though, was always to strong and I never could go more than a few days if that without jacking off and if I did wait a few days, I might jack off 6–10 times that day……I’m serious. It wasn’t that I was not being satisfied by Mrs X, I’ve never felt that at all. It was just an addiction and damn it, I would always jack off to thinking about Mrs. X fucking some guy or guys with big cocks while I watched or joined and cleaned up all of the cum, well if I made it that far in my mind before cumming. that has or was my sole fantasy I jacked off to for 20 plus years.

Had I known the real thing was so much better, I would have done this whole chastity, hotwife, cuckold thing way sooner in our life’s, it’s that good and I’ve always had that trust in Mrs. X. Now, what I like about chastity is that I can’t jack off anymore, I’m pretty much broken from that bad habit that stole some very intense days of being sexually aroused to an all time new high like I experience now as well as those really strong and powerful orgasms, at this point in my life I’m for sure a believer in quality over quantity when it comes to cumming and without chastity, I would have never experienced that.

The build up from all of the teasing, the days upon days of not being able to cum because I’m locked up and Mrs. X is out enjoying sex with other men, those days upon days of being tormented with being locked up while she is teasing the hell out of me, maybe having me watch her get fucked, cleaning up creampies, the sexual foreplay and excitement I get out of that are mind blowing, that to me is just as good as sex. It’s like i have sex 24/7 for a week or however long I go locked up. It is awesome and I never dreamed it could have the positive impact on me that it is having!

There are two key points to chastity that really take it to a higher level and I have found that it’s probably difficult for some women, especially one’s like Mrs. X that this is all new to and in a way because prior to this, she was more the submissive one in the bedroom once the sex got going.

#1 key point to chastity for me anyway and something Mrs. X is struggling with getting a grasp on is control and ownership and strict chastity control. If a man locks up his cock, tries this for a while and likes it, gives you the key, that’s a sign he wants you to “own” his cock. If you can’t do it tell him because it won’t get the overall result he needs. I need Mrs. X to not break when and if I fight back about wearing it.

I need my hotwife to be a bitch about it and not give me a choice, no option, you wanted this, it’s my cock now and I want to see it locked up. I would love it if she would take control and put it on me, the stuff I read on here about women doing that with their husbands restrained somehow so there is no option is a big turn on, what can I say-I’m submissive sexually and it’s a huge mental turn on to me, I get hard thinking about her doing that. So ladies, take the hint, if your man wants this, keeps his chastity devices around, puts it on himself from time to time, take the hint and play along or just tell him it’s not your thing and it doesn’t do it for you and drop it. I like it but if Mrs. X decides it just doesn’t do it for her, I can drop it although I would probably go back to jacking off very quickly unfortunately because I’m just to weak and one time would do it, I’d be right back to jacking off.

#2. is Teasing. when I’m in chastity and can’t cum, I need to be teased, I need that sexual energy of a good tease. I love getting pictures from her throughout the day with clever little remarks as she is holding, sucking, being fucked or doing something kinky with one of her playmates. I don’t care if it’s an older picture I have already seen, just a naughty little tease! I love it when I get a “hey baby, how’s your day” and it’s one of my favorite pictures of her holding a big cock and kissing it with her head cocked sideways! I love it all, it doesn’t have to be much, just a few pictures throughout the day or even just a tease from words. This is a must for chastity, without some teasing and excitement, it loses a little of it’s luster. The sexual energy, the build up from being teased and made so horny over days is a huge part of what makes chastity so awesome.

I like it, a nice cock turns me on sexually. I’m not attracted to men but when I’m horny and teased and worked up, I enjoy cock. I like looking at them, touching them, love to suck them and I’m getting more and more interested in seeing what it might be like to get fucked myself because it really turns my hotwife on and I want to do it for her if she really wants. Dependent on how worked up I am depends on how open I am but pretty much anything goes if I’m horny and wanting to cum bad enough.

I’m very oral and love eating pussy and sucking cocks. I love to 69 with a bi friendly guy while Mrs. X watches, directs us what to do and plays with herself getting all worked up from our action. I have given two guys head to completion, one while I was fucking Mrs. X and she was massaging his balls and coaching me on, the other while he was on his hands and knee’s fucking my mouth while my hotwife fucked his ass with a strap on, both very hot and very enjoyable by me and I like it and want to do it more. I want to suck more cocks to completion if given the chance but that’s totally up to her. I would like to do it under her supervision with making me do anything I tell her to do to the other guy, whether he’s bi and joins or it’s just about me making him cum.

I’m very oral and love eating pussy and sucking cocks. I love to 69 with a bi friendly guy while Mrs. X watches, directs us what to do and plays with herself getting all worked up from our action.

I don’t play this way unless she approves and set’s it up, the biplay is totally up to her and I don’t want to go meet and do a one on one with a guy, I need my hotwife there. Why, because even if she doesn’t participate and only watches and video’s, her being there and demanding me to get on my knee’s and suck his cock, for him to grab me and fuck my face (something I have heard her say numerous times in bimmf play so i think it turns her on), I need her there because performing for or with her is the turn on for me, not one on one play.

Bi play is something I really enjoy and as a matter of face, just recently I had one of the most incredible orgasms of my life. usually it’s me between her legs licking and sucking on her bulls balls, licking his cock and her pussy. this time, I was fucking her doggy style, this was of course after several previous positions where I was served his cock to suck that was coated with Mrs. X’s pussy juice! This time she straddled his face and I fucked her doggy style. At first I was looking over her shoulder and watching her suck his cock, even pulling out of her and bending way over and sucking it with her. I went back to fucking her and he started sucking on my balls, licking my cock and even licked my ass! Holy shit, I usually have excellent control and can fuck for a long time.

This was so intense and over the top, I tried my best but just couldnt hold back. That hot wet tongue lapping at my balls, feeling him suck a ball in his mouth while I was fucking her pussy, then feeling his tongue go further back and rim me, there was no holding back. The feelings where so intense, that was addictive, I so want more of that! So for me, yeah, cock is good, I just enjoy sex, I’m not much for kissing and making out with a guy but have done it a few rare times and would do it again but ONLY if my hotwife wanted to see that. I’m pretty much going to do for her whatever turns her on, if that means riding a cock and kissing him while he’s fucking me, so be it. With the bi play, it’s all her rules and I’m game, I like it, I’m not afraid to admit that and come this friday night, I’ll be sucking on her black bulls cock because I like it, she likes seeing it and I want to. If she tells me not to I wouldn’t but if she tells me to drop to my knee’s, pull out his cock and get it hard for her to fuck while they kiss, I’d be on my knee’s in a flash and happy doing so!

Not more to it other than that, I get off and love to watch my hotwife get it on with someone else. That includes meeting for dinner and them flirting, watching them make out in the back seat including fucking on the drive back to our play apartment and of course, just sitting back and watching the show! I love to watch her, she is so sexy when she is talking to them and me, stroking their cocks, sucking them and then the way she fucks, like it’s the last cock she will ever get and she just goes wild fucking them and begging for their cock and cum.

I love being left at home to take care of things while my hotwife get’s fixed up, looking super hot and sexy to go out and meet a playmate for a date and a fuck.

I love it! Love it, Love it….LOVE IT! What makes it all worthwhile too, is her getting into it and enjoying and having orgasms, I love to watch her cum with another man and I love to kiss her anytime but especially when she’s about to cum and it’s always hot rushing over from my spot watching and kissing her deeply as they start to cum not stopping until they pull out! Oh, that’s awesome!

I love being left at home to take care of things while my hotwife get’s fixed up, looking super hot and sexy to go out and meet a playmate for a date and a fuck. She will send me a text, her sign the dinner date or wherever they agreed to meet is over, and they are back on their way to our play pad to FUCK! As soon as they are finished, usually several hours, sometimes overnight, she will text me to let me know she in on her way home and I have a mess to clean up. sometimes she sends me pictures just to tease me, which I crave. Most of the time she saves these to send me when I’m out of town as I travel frequently on business to drive me mad!

Oh, I love to be teased. I love to be teased about many things related to this hotwife lifestyle. How she is out fucking and I’m locked up, unable to cum. How I will be eating creampie soon, how big some new guys cock is or if she is with a bull I have seen and know he’s much bigger than me, how he is going to fill her up good and deep and will let me know that yes, his cock is bigger than yours and he will getting new pussy you can’t reach.

Stuff like that, I have had to coax some of that out of her because it makes or made her uncomfortable but i like it. I like to know, hey, if she’s going to go out and fuck, most of the time I want her to have something different than what I can give her which would be a bigger cock. I’m not small and I’m comfortable with what I have and what I can do with it, it’s just a turn on to me mentally to know someone bigger and longer (usually just longer, I’m very thick) has touched her deep inside where I just can’t and I know even though she is a petite woman, she can take big cocks because I have witnessed with my own eyes a 12" all the way inside and I’m 6 maybe 6 1'2" long.

I also love getting text pic’s when I’m on the road working. Hi honey, thinking of you, I love you! with a picture of her with someone’s cum all over her face or a cock in my hotwife’s mouth or a video of her screaming out in orgasm and moaning and cussing while a big cock is pumping a load inside her, complete with the ending where he pulls his cock out and she plays with his cum dripping out with her fingers and says, wish you were here to clean it up! Stuff like that, I love it, I need it, especially when I’m in chastity, it makes the experience of chastity a million times better if I get teased a few times, morning, noon and night!

Yes, I like it. Not the, your a sorry piece of shit with a worthless dick loser…. not into that at all. Letting me know she got fucked and liked it and it was really good, yes. Letting me know he had a bigger cock than mine if so, yes. Letting me know he made her cum and how many times, yes. Letting me know how he got to cum in her pussy several times and I haven’t in a week, yes. Letting me know he came in her deep, much deeper than I can, yes. Letting me know I’m going to be her good little cum slut and lick all of his cum out of her pussy, yes. Letting me know I’m going to be sucking cock for her in a few days, yes. Letting me know I can’t have any pussy, it’s not my pussy anymore, it’s going to be XXXX’s pussy tonight and I can’t have any until he’s finished with it and I’ve cleaned it all of his cum out of XXXX’s pussy, yes.

I love hearing my hotwife talk about loving sex, wanting more and more cock and just being my total slut!

Letting me know sometimes when when do have sex, that I can’t cum in her, I’ll have to pull out because she’s going to let someone else cum in her soon so I can’t, yes. Letting me know just how many men she has fucked since being a hotwife, asking me if i know how many cocks have been in her pussy as I’m eating her, yes. Letting me know it turns her on to watch me sucking cocks and that she is going to make me her cock sucking slut, yes. Letting me know she enjoys feeding me my treats and can’t wait to feed me more, yes. Telling me to get on my knee’s now and get over here and suck this cock hard for me, YES! Telling me to grab a bulls big cock and stroke it and tease me about finally being able to stroke a cock so big, yes.

Telling me to guide that big cock into my pussy, this is XXXX’s pussy, fuck me XXXX, use me, it’s your pussy, do what you want, do you want to cum in my pussy! Claim it, make it your pussy baby, cum inside your pussy! Tell him baby, tell him to cum inside his pussy, let him know you want him to cum inside me because you want to lick me clean. I love all that kind of stuff and more, the mental turn on is like a shot of extra adrenalin when she starts talking nasty! I love hearing her talk about loving sex, wanting more and more cock and just being my total slut!

Those are some of the main things I love about this lifestyle. It takes total trust, deep love for on another, open and honest communication and both being or working to stay on the same page in a hotwife lifestyle. There is some experimentation to try to see what you both like but I’m into everything I mentioned in this write up. I’m also open to changing and adapting to whatever she likes and needs are as well ……after all, her sexual pleasure is what ultimately gets me off so as long as she is having fun, enjoying this hotwife lifestyle and wanting to have sex with whomever she chooses, when she chooses because I trust her enough to understand she is going to do the best thing, the most beneficial thing for us as a couple and nothing that would ever jeopardize or tarnish what we have going.

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